Sometimes, all I need is a step back. A fleeting moment to remind me you are ok. 

Then it clicks, I can not worry about the past or the future. The past is only to be learned from and not dwelled upon, while the future is uncontrollable. I have now. That is it. 

And that is all I could ever ask for. How beautiful is life to allow these moments to occur. These moments of pure bliss and understanding. 

I have searched for a long time, I guess I am always searching, for the truth in life. Usually I would turn to the help of different religions, or different drugs. However I was always left with the feeling of something missing. Something lacking. It turned into a vicious cycle. It was not until one day I thought no more. No more pain. Then it happened, it felt like an unveiling. Seeing the world with different eyes. Not realizing they were there this whole time. 

Its quite beautiful outside.