20.11.08

I'll stop pretending soon.

I guess when it comes down to it. 

I'm just angry. Its the worst feeling in the world you believe you know someone and it turns out to be a lie. 
I know I know, just get over it. 
But why didn't he fight for me? 
Argue just once that we should still be together, instead of just letting me go so easily. 
Yes I know thats a contradiction. 
But when the roles were reversed, I fought every single time to get him back. 
I never gave up.
Not once. 
And now that its up to him to fix things. He completely gives up, doesn't do anything. 
I guess a girl just likes to feel worth it, likes to feel worth your time, enough to put your pride aside and make her feel special. 
Yes all this shows me he wasn't the one

Maybe I don't need one in the first place. 


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